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Please don't mind my gramatically incorrect english and logically unstructured writing.

I really don't know where to start. Yea, as usual. Everytime I find any interesting and valuable experience in my daily life--whose ideas are worth sharing--rather than write it straight away, I usually wait until I get other great stories to write down with (this is actually another way of saying that I'm a professional procrastinator if it comes to writing blogspost). Hence I always have so many thoughts I want to share in every single blogspot and it is so hard to put them into words.

"It is so hard to put them into words". Why? First, as I have said before, there are so many thoughts (not to mention feelings I also wish to convey in my writing). Second, I doubt too much. I always doubt. Are these stories really worth sharing? Are these ideas really appropiate to be shared in such public site, which everyone in this planet can easily access, and to be read by people? And because of the previous reason, if they are personal, I always attempt to present the ultimate ideas of every paraghraph, sentence, phrase, or even word I write implicitly.

So, after thinking and brainstorming, and doubting, and turning off my iTunes player (it turns out that listening to the music doesn't help me at all), here I go.

The world demands too much.

The world requires too much of you.

The world requires too much, that you start to get confused about what you really should do next. About things you should have done. About things you should have not done. And before you know it, you will find yourself bursting into tears, because the confusion and the desperation are just beyond your power to overcome.

You can't stop wondering when the fog will be lifted. You can't stop wondering when you'll be able to see the light.

But as long as the stars have crossed each other's path, you only have to patiently, gracefully wait. Even if they haven't, or even if you cannot do anything else about it, waiting doesn't hurt that much, does it? That "someday", with its beautiful dawn and its dazzling dusk, will surely come. 

When the time comes, there is no need to hold back anymore. And you will see the world finally stop requiring things from you, for it finally embraces all perfection and imperfection within.

And so our dearly beloved looks forward for the next--and hopefully last--visit.

Forever thank you for the precious wisdom.